Sitting in the cafe looking at the online class I’ll never finish.

I cant do it. Ha.

I’m such a fucking failure.

I’m nothing, a nobody. I burn everything I touch, degrade everything I see, make everything wrong. This body isn’t mine, this world isn’t mine, all I can feel anymore is that lonely ache and it’s slowly eating me up. I hate people, I love people, who am I? What’s going on?